i don't want a life where im expected to be someone im not.
i like my life when im sitting in my room or where ever i am and i just think of you, you and you're so precious smile.
i wish i could tell you how much i love you and how much i think of you but i'm scared.
so i will hide these feelings for a time i'm comfortable sharing them with you.
i miss you every second i'm not talking to you but its for the best.
i've already lost a friend because of these feelings and i don't want to lose another.
i'm sorry, i wont leave you because i'll never be capable of being one of those people that just come and go, i just wont be a love struck girl anymore.
i know i was stupid. i know i was wrong.
i just can't help how i feel and how you make me feel.
i wish i had someone to talk to about this.
i miss the feeling of content.
i miss the feeling of safe.
i miss you.